Quick Wear: The Stupid Beauty is Forced to Become a Heartthrob

Chapter 160 The Spectator and the Invisible Man 10 Secret Love is a Small Matter

I sighed. I had originally still had some hope, but now I have completely accepted the fact. It doesn't matter where I am, I am still myself.

Fortunately, I have my friends here, otherwise what would I do alone?

I entered the school with two suitcases to complete the new student procedures, and sat on a stool to carefully fill out my information.

Suddenly, I heard some agitated sounds, and several seniors in front of me stood up.

"Brother Qiao, why are you here?"

"Brother Qiao, come and sit down. It's a bit hot."

"Brother Qiao, take my seat."

I had just finished filling out my information when the senior student in front of me changed his face.

His angular face reveals a handsome and indifferent temperament, with a high nose bridge and eyes like cold stars.

I handed him the information in my hand in a daze. He nodded politely and stopped looking at me.

But I felt like I was hit, and I didn't get up hurriedly to make room until someone urged me.

I touched my heart in my chest, and it was beating faster and faster. I had to admit that I seemed to be starting a secret love again.

I stood aside without moving an inch and said to my friend, "I think I like him a little bit."

My friend and I have a tacit understanding. I didn't say who he was, but it seemed to understand and kept surrounding me.

I composed myself and went to the assigned dormitory. Secret love was just a small worry.

Wednesday, April 9, ****, the weather was cloudy.

It turns out that his name is so famous. The forum is full of his information, and even people in the dormitory are always talking about him...

Qiao Linjing...

When I have free time, I will search the forum. My phone is full of his photos and I know all the information available on the Internet.

But I never participate in discussions with my roommates, even though they never include me.

But since that love at first sight, I have never seen him again. He should be a sophomore now and is not often in school. Even when he is at school, he is only in the laboratory. It is impossible for me to run into him by chance.

This time of secret love is more difficult to bear than the last time.

I couldn't even see him in person, so I could only look at his photos online every day, listen to other people's gossip about him, and tell my friends about my feelings at night.

It's so strange, my love comes so inexplicably, yet so strong...

September 9, ****, Monday, it was drizzling.

I had an argument with my friend today because of Qiao Linjing.

Today in class, it suddenly said to me on paper, "Don't like him so much."

I don't understand why it suddenly said this, but my emotions are not under my control. I replied to it: "But I can't do it."

The red words on the paper hesitated for a while before gradually appearing in four words: "You will be hurt."

I also know that this relationship is doomed to have no results. We have only met once and he didn't even recognize me. But I felt even sadder when I saw this sentence. Even my friends think that there is such a big gap between us?

I wrote on the paper: "I can bear this consequence."

"Isn't it okay to have my love?"

How can they be the same? I wrote word for word: "You two are different."

The red words were written quickly, as if a little impatient: "Different? What's the difference? Am I less important than him?"

How can it be compared like this?! Doesn't it know the position it holds in my heart?

I suddenly felt annoyed. "You mean I can only choose one of you two?"

"Can't you?"

"No."

As soon as I finished writing the two words, I felt the loss of the wind. It circled around me for the last time and no longer appeared by my side. I couldn’t even smell the fragrance of osmanthus.

I was a little panicked. That's not what I meant. I just wanted to say, how can I control my emotions?

I know it's also for my own good. This relationship is destined to be a fruitless crush, and it doesn't want me to be sad in the end.

I kept writing on paper to ask it to come back, but it was no longer alive and couldn't see the words I wrote.

After such a long time, it left me without saying goodbye for the first time. My hands were shaking. Will it never come back? Am I alone again...

On Tuesday, September 9, ****, the weather turned sunny after light rain.

It was missing for a day yesterday and just came back to me today.

The moment I smelled the sweet osmanthus fragrance, I couldn't help but shed tears while I was still in class.

I picked up the pen and prepared to write something on the paper, but I saw the red words appear before me. It said sorry, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, little lamb, don't cry."

My tears flowed even harder, dripping onto the paper and melting the ink into a ball. I wrote, "Next time when you're angry, can you please not run away? I'm so scared of losing you."

The wind suddenly wrapped around me, and in plain sight, no one noticed that I was hugging it.

I sobbed softly, and it patted my back tenderly and rubbed my hair. I just relied on it, wanting to rely on it forever...

When my mood improved a little, a rose appeared in front of me, carried by the wind and floating in front of me. The people around me didn't seem to notice anything unusual and looked calm.

I secretly hid the rose in my palm and finally smiled.

I wrote on the paper: "Don't be angry, I know there is no future for him and me, but I really can't control myself..."

I can't describe my feelings, but it seemed destined. As soon as I saw him, it was as if a secret love was destined by fate, and I couldn't help but be moved.

The red letter answered me: "I was too impulsive last time. As long as the lamb is fine, I will always be by your side."

The scarlet letter was still slowly appearing, "You must remember, I am here for you."

I wrote firmly, "I remember, you came for me."

On Sunday, October 10, ****, the weather turned sunny after light rain.

I have been trying my best to control my feelings for him, but that was without meeting him.

Today, when I was eating in the cafeteria, I was talking to my friend one second ago, and the next second I suddenly felt something and my heart started beating very fast.

I raised my head and saw a familiar figure walking past me. Even though he was being stared at by so many people, he just looked straight ahead without any concern, with a calm demeanor.

This was the second time I saw him. My heart was beating so fast that it seemed like it was going to jump out of my chest. Even my breathing became rapid, and my heart felt stuffy and uncomfortable.

I completely underestimated the influence he had on me. He was just like Shi Jilin. Just seeing him once could disturb my mind...

How can I control such feelings...

The scent of osmanthus became stronger and my friend hugged me. Only then did I come out of my emotions and pull my gaze away from him.

"It's okay, I'll let it go..."

I murmured softly, not knowing whether it was a reassurance to my friend or a warning to myself.