12dz Chapter 295 Fu Shengyang's Consolation
Chapter 295 Fu Shengyang's Consolation
As dusk fell and the sun began to set, the light cast long shadows of the trees on both sides of the road.
An Xiaoyue's car slowly drove into Fu Garden.
A familiar figure stood under a tree not far away.
Why didn't I bring my luck today?
When at home, Fu Shengyang usually dresses casually.
His black and white sportswear outfit hugged his tall and slender figure, revealing a hidden strength in his arms. I longed to be embraced by his hands.
When Fu Shengyang saw her car coming in, the corners of his lips turned up, his aimless gaze focused, and he looked at her with a smile.
An Xiaoyue turned off the engine and got out of the car.
The guard at the gate understood, got into the driver's seat, and drove her car to the garage to park.
Fu Shengyang couldn't wait to step forward, and An Xiaoyue took a few steps before linking her arm with his.
The couple, who had a tacit understanding, walked together in Fu Garden under the setting sun, and An Xiaoyue's fatigue from a day's work was relieved at this moment.
Why are you here all alone?
"I wonder if my darling wife is hiding in the car crying and trying to compose herself when she gets home?"
Fu Shengyang spoke in a half-joking tone, but An Xiaoyue could hear the care in his voice.
What happened at the hospital today was nothing special; it was just an ordinary event.
But when Fu Shengyang said that, she felt a warm current flow through her heart.
In the afternoon, he suddenly asked Sheng Yang for some information, but Sheng Yang didn't say anything at the time.
But they must have misunderstood that she was having problems at the hospital, which is why they were waiting for her to come back here.
Knowing that her husband was worried about her, An Xiaoyue took the initiative to tell him about her first day of internship in the obstetrics and gynecology department in detail, so that he could rest assured.
Finally, she said, "On my first day at work, I was really surprised to encounter a stranger asking for help. At that time, I thought that if I were lucky enough to encounter something like that, for example, if someone said that as long as I kneel and pray for three days, I could be guaranteed good luck, peace and health for the rest of my life, then I would definitely be willing to do so."
Fu Shengyang remained silent the whole way. He disliked the fact that the anesthesiology professor asked Xiaoyue for help on their first meeting, and he felt as if his precious wife was being forced to agree and was being threatened.
Hearing his beloved wife's words again, he understood Xiaoyue; she had only accepted everything by comforting herself. His hardened heart instantly softened.
This is his Xiaoyue, so kind that she's even come up with reasons for his kindness.
Knowing that Xiaoyue was actually feeling bad, he went along with what she said and wanted to comfort her.
"As parents, we're willing to give up anything for our children. It's not about making our children remember our kindness; it's simply about wanting the best for them."
"Mmm." An Xiaoyue opened his warm palm and intertwined her fingers.
Sheng Yang could understand her thoughts, and the slight discomfort she felt that she couldn't quite put her finger on was completely soothed by Sheng Yang's words.
“Xiaoyue…” Fu Shengyang hesitated, wanting to say something but stopping himself.
"Hmm?" An Xiaoyue looked up and saw his troubled expression. She teased him, "Just say what you want to say. Why are you playing hard to get?"
After a moment's thought, Fu Shengyang spoke the words he had been pondering all afternoon.
“If your hospital internship makes you uncomfortable or depressed, I think you can consider not working in the medical system in the future and not dealing with so many people.”
An Xiaoyue was already walking slowly, and when Fu Shengyang said those words, she stopped and her eyes dimmed.
"You noticed it all?"
"Silly girl." Her dejected appearance, as if she had lost all her strength, made Fu Shengyang feel heartbroken. He gently stroked her smooth nose with his long fingers. "Since we sleep in the same bed, I can more or less sense what you're thinking."
Her secret, which she kept to herself, was discovered by Fu Shengyang in just a few days.
When facing Fu Shengyang, she really couldn't hide any of her emotions or thoughts.
"I don't know why I encountered so many problems during my internship. I just wanted to do my job well during the internship."
As An Xiaoyue spoke, a mix of emotions—helplessness, confusion, and grievance—overwhelmed her, and tears streamed down her face.
Fu Shengyang helped her walk towards the pavilion on the side.
In the pavilion bathed in the golden light of the setting sun, Fu Shengyang knelt down in front of An Xiaoyue, wiping away her tears while listening to her pour out her heart.
"When I was in the emergency room, I thought about it many times. I really don't know what I did wrong to have to face so many things?"
"I don't know why people as irresponsible as Shen Fengmei and Director Ma can stay and work at the hospital?"
"And the same goes for the anesthesiologist today. I did help, but I always felt like there was an exchange of benefits involved. I helped his child find a job, and Director Zhao gave me the opportunity to take advantage of him."
"I'm an intern, and I've paid my internship fees, so why is this happening? I don't understand."
An Xiaoyue spoke haltingly and intermittently, sobbing as she poured out all her thoughts.
Fu Shengyang ran out of tissues in his pocket, so he had to use his sleeve to wipe away the endless tears on her face.
"Because of these upsetting and annoying things, I'm also thinking that I probably won't be able to work at the hospital in the future."
"Also, today I was recognized by the mother's family. He even thought that as long as I was there, his wife would have a safe C-section."
“At the time, I thought, treatment is never 100% effective. If a patient’s treatment is not effective or they die during treatment, no matter what the facts are, I will be dragged out and scolded, and people will criticize me online.”
"I'm afraid I won't be able to be a doctor in the future."
By the end, An Xiaoyue's voice was hoarse, and she burst into tears, feeling utterly hopeless.
She studied medicine to save lives and relieve patients' pain.
As a result, even just an internship made it impossible for her to make any progress.
"Where did I go wrong?"
Fu Shengyang held her in his arms, patted her back, and thought he would speak to her when she was in a better mood.
As the last rays of the setting sun faded on the horizon, the lights along the paths in Fu Garden lit up with an orange glow, illuminating this corner of the world.
The sobbing in his arms had stopped sometime earlier, and only then did Fu Shengyang speak softly.
"Studying medicine may not make you a doctor, but there are still many things you can do."
"What?" An Xiaoyue seemed to understand, but also felt that something was about to be revealed.
"You have a strong learning ability. You can not only master the knowledge in books, but also find the information you want on relevant platforms."
"These qualities make you a perfect teacher. You could be a lecturer at a medical school and have summer and winter vacations every year."
"If you don't want to be a teacher, you can manage Longjin Hospital in the future."
An Xiaoyue never dared to dream of becoming a teacher or a hospital administrator.
She should teach and nurture students like a mother, and shoulder so many family expenses like Fu Shengyang.
Is she suitable? Can she do it well? What kind of person would she be?
She was thinking and dreaming.
Fu Shengyang continued, “We live in a communal society; we cannot live without people.”
"All I can say is that if we're not comfortable living in our current circles, we should try to move towards circles that make us more comfortable."
"All life is the same, whether it is a human, a cat, a dog... all should be respected."
"But people's ideologies vary, and you are not suited to associate with people whose ideologies are too low."
"Because you are too kind, too empathetic, and too easily swayed, you are the one who always ends up getting hurt."
"Some even go too far, thinking that since you're living so well, what's wrong with giving me a little something?"
"Someone as outstanding as you naturally has the ability to move into circles that suit you better. You work so hard precisely because you want more options and to have more control over things, right?"
“Whether it’s me, Mom and Dad, we are your support. You don’t need to compromise yourself. You can refuse any request that makes you uncomfortable.”
"You don't need to worry about too much, you just need to make yourself happy."
"Your happiness and well-being are what your parents, your children, and all of us who love you want to see."