My Wife Is The Final Boss

Chapter 1151 - 630: He Isn’t Really a Good Person (Double-Length) (2)

Even if Xu Chang’an only cares about Yun Qian and is not as kind as he seems... so what?

It doesn’t matter at all.

After a mild bite of jealousy, Ah Qing continued to watch.

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"Chang’an, sometimes I feel from the bottom of my heart... Tong Jun can be a bit annoying." Li Zhibai glanced in the direction of the banquet stage, "This is no big deal."

"..." Xu Chang’an was silent, and after a slight twitch at the corner of his eye, he sighed, "Sir, you mustn’t say such things in front of Senior Zhu."

"There’s no need for your reminder..." Li Zhibai shook her head, then opened the window to feel the cold wind on her face. She turned back with a smile and said, "So, there’s no need to force yourself to be a good person. Just do things that don’t betray your true self."

She never thought Chang’an had to be a good person.

This is the tenderness of a teacher and highlights Li Zhibai’s expectations for Xu Chang’an.

Your true self.

Do things you won’t regret, a simple and honest mother’s way of thinking.

"Don’t betray your true self..." Xu Chang’an stared blankly at the woman in front of him.

Li Zhibai, who was slightly taller than him, stood by the window, her ponytail swaying gently in the wind, and in those cold eyes was the reflection of him.

Sigh.

"Then it’s over." Xu Chang’an took a small step back before saying, "Sir, I was thinking that you could enlighten me to try my best to be a good person... But how could you say such a thing? As long as I don’t betray my true self, even if... there’s no bottom line, it wouldn’t matter?"

If he followed Li Zhibai’s words, he would truly do everything with Miss Yun as the priority... and thus, lose any bottom line.

This is a dangerous thing.

"No bottom line?" Li Zhibai’s expression was calm, and she slowly asked, "Ms. Yun is not your bottom line?"

Xu Chang’an: "..."

He was speechless.

For a moment, he truly didn’t know what to say.

What he meant was that he might do anything for Yun Qian, and the things here included various heinous acts in the eyes of the world...

The simplest.

Suppose the mysterious family behind Miss Yun is the ’villain’ role he recognizes from novels, committing all sorts of crimes, and Yun Qian has to stand on their side...

Then he would also stand by Yun Qian without hesitation.

So, Yun Qian is his bottom line.

But in the eyes of others, this is having no bottom line...

Wait a minute.

Xu Chang’an was suddenly stunned. He stared blankly at the tall woman in front of him.

Sir...

The sir said Miss Yun is his bottom line, which means, from the very beginning... the sir considered the problem from his perspective.

Li Zhibai didn’t want ’the good person she knows, the kind Xu Chang’an she knows’, but rather cared about him as a person.

This kind of trust or blind emotion, even Xu Chang’an himself was moved by it.

One must know that even earthly parents or spouses rarely are like Li Zhibai... They recognize the people they see day and night, and when the other person differs from what they think, friction arises.

"...You..."

Xu Chang’an smiled with a bit of heaviness, but after the heaviness, he smiled helplessly.

"Aren’t you worried that your student will really become insatiably greedy in the future?"

"Insatiably greedy?" Li Zhibai squinted, first taking out a ruler and shaking it twice in her palm, then said, "If you’re willing to take a few hits from this ruler, whatever you want... isn’t considered greedy in my book."

As long as he asks, whatever he wants is definitely something useful.

So, Li Zhibai would give it to him.

The things mentioned here... mean anything.

As long as he says he wants them.

Li Zhibai gently tidied up the long hair that had been blown into disarray, then looked toward the distant moon... Suddenly she asked a question that surprised Xu Chang’an.

"Chang’an, do you think... I’m a good person?"

The so-called false Daoist nun named Li Zhibai, would she be seen as a good person in the eyes of ordinary people?

"Of course, sir is." Xu Chang’an didn’t even think about it as he nodded.

In Xu Chang’an’s view, if even Zhu Pingniang and Li Zhibai aren’t considered good people... then there are no good people under Heaven.

When he came up the mountain, he had nothing and was completely talentless, only Li Zhibai was willing to teach him according to the rules, and later, it was during their interactions that he realized the charm of the sir.

Of course. This doesn’t mean he thinks Li Zhibai is the kindest... if there’s selfless giving, it would have to be Zhu Pingniang.

The goodness of Li Zhibai, after all, was faced with few people.

Zhu Pingniang, on the other hand, was different. She seemed unruly, but actually, Xu Chang’an always felt that this Ms. Zhu could really be an ’alive saint’.

Therefore, in Xu Chang’an’s heart, if you talk about kindness, Zhu Pingniang, this affectionate sister, ranks first, and Li Zhibai is second.

"Look, even you think so." Li Zhibai smiled, saying nothing.

Unlike Tong Jun.

The woman named Li Zhibai definitely couldn’t be considered a good person.

Many times... in the eyes of ordinary people, [an evildoer who harms oneself] and [a bystander with the ability to save oneself but stands aside]... which is more detestable?

Perhaps there isn’t much difference, or the latter is even more loathsome.

Coincidentally...

Li Zhibai used to be the latter.

Her Dao of cultivation, her character, allowed her to stand aloof from everything, always observing from the sidelines... although she yearned for the Sect Leader’s act of purging the universe, she never wanted to imitate it...

The woman named Li Zhibai, has always been an observer. As the number one under Qiankun, she clearly had the ability to save many people, to save more people... but what Li Zhibai did was ’retreat to the mountains’, if it weren’t for Zhu Tongjun’s forceful actions and Shi Qingjun’s enticement at Chaoyun Sect back then, she wouldn’t have set foot in the Immortal Sect.

Is this strange?

Actually, it’s not strange.

The so-called Great Dao does nothing, the Heavenly Dao is always an observer, so every good deed, every evil act has no meaning to the Heavenly Dao, thus Knowing White and Guarding Black, Li Zhibai would be like this.

But those... the old friends who once sought her help but were turned away?

In their eyes, what image does Li Zhibai have?

Cold-blooded and heartless?

Inhumane?

Who knows.

Li Zhibai only knows that compared to Tong Jun’s approach, she definitely isn’t a good person.

Even the one she cared about the most, Zhu Tongjun, back then... when Zhu Tongjun insisted on storming the Demon Sect, saying she wanted to retrieve the "Dao Scripture" for her, she didn’t stop her.

Back then, Li Zhibai believed each person should be responsible for their own choices, and outsiders have no way to interfere.

Then it was from that time when she saw Tong Jun hold up her dying body, place the "Dao Scripture" smilingly in front of her...

Li Zhibai began to doubt for the first time, the correctness of her choice.

She began to regret not stopping her.

That was the first time after Li Zhibai’s enlightenment, she regretted her decision.

Thinking back on it now, Li Zhibai realized something.

Perhaps, all these were Tong Jun’s plan to change her...

But so what.

Let’s say she won.

If back then, Tong Jun’s storming of the Demon Sect was deliberate, then Li Zhibai could only say she was right in her scheming.

It indeed started from then, she began to change gradually, her Dao started from ’observing nature’ to yearning for "rules".

Rules are also the most important feature of the Heavenly Dao.

So, she leads an ordinary life, regularly practices alchemy for the Hundred Herbs Garden at Chaoyun Sect.

Because of the rules, she is a teacher of the Sword Hall, so she must take in students.

So she took in Chang’an.

This is the rule, not kindness.

Since Chang’an thinks she’s a good person, then whether Chang’an himself is a good person, what does it matter?

Sir...?

Xu Chang’an did not understand Li Zhibai’s meaning, but he heard that Li Zhibai did not see herself as a good person... but Xu Chang’an didn’t ask anything.

He didn’t understand Li Zhibai’s past, so he had no right to say anything about the sir’s past.

For his lifetime, he probably could never repay her kindness.

Because Xu Chang’an was extremely certain, facing the sir’s affection, he would surely rely on it in the future, he would surely get more from the sir...

So, he certainly couldn’t repay it all.