Feast for Shengsheng

Chapter 613 Meaning

Song Xiao still sat next to Nan Sheng and accompanied her for dinner.

Most of the time, Song Xiao was the one serving Nan Sheng, and Nan Sheng didn't need to do anything at all.

Since it was just a quick lunch, it naturally wouldn't take too long.

After about half an hour, everyone finished eating.

Song Xiao paid the bill, and his colleague left with great foresight, not daring to be a third wheel at all.

Nan Sheng didn't hesitate, stood up and walked outside.

Song Xiao followed Nan Sheng calmly.

When they reached the entrance of the alley, Song Xiao grabbed Nan Sheng's wrist.

He sighed helplessly, but without any impatience: "Are you still angry with me?"

Nan Sheng turned around and said nothing.

Since her colleagues were not around, Nan Sheng naturally didn't need to put on airs.

All emotions are shown on his face.

It is complex, contradictory, and hesitant.

Song Xiao was calm and looked at Nan Sheng seriously.

"Nan Sheng." Song Xiao took the initiative to call Nan Sheng's name.

Nan Sheng still ignored it.

Until Song Xiao's voice came to his ears: "Many things have happened for too long, and I don't know how to explain them. Sometimes, some explanations will make things worse, so I choose not to explain."

"In my opinion, the past is the past. There is no point in deliberately bringing it up."

"People look forward, toward a new life. But these memories truly existed and cannot be erased."

Song Xiao seriously mentioned his first love to Nan Sheng.

"So I sealed it all up. There's no other meaning. In the past six years, I haven't actually opened the album to look at the photos inside. I guess it's just a way to say goodbye to the past."

Song Xiao did not dodge and explained his feelings for Nan Sheng clearly and earnestly.

"It's just that I didn't expect you to actually look for the folder and discover this matter. So for a moment, I didn't know how to explain this to you, and I didn't know where to start, so I chose to remain silent."

Every word he said was serious, without any joke in it.

Even Song Xiao's eyes didn't blink when he looked at Nan Sheng.

During the time that Nan Sheng and Song Xiao were together, she also knew that Song Xiao was a very serious person.

At least he is not someone who jokes about feelings.

This is also why when Zhou Jingyan asked Nan Sheng whether she wanted to return to the capital, Nan Sheng became hesitant.

So now when Song Xiao explained this to Nan Sheng, Nan Sheng said that it was impossible to have no feelings at all.

The two of them stood on the side of the road very low-key.

Nan Sheng looked up at Song Xiao and happened to see his serious eyes.

"Song Xiao, are you with me because we look alike?" Nan Sheng asked bluntly.

"No. I've never been the kind of person who looks for a stand-in just because someone looks similar. If I were to do that, there would have been too many opportunities in the past six years." Song Xiao said directly.

After all, there are many similar people in the world.

Maybe it’s the eyes, the expressions, or the habits.

If Song Xiao is willing, he can have girlfriends one after another.

But Song Xiao has never been such a person. From the beginning to now, he doesn't like to joke about emotions.

These words made Nan Sheng unable to refute maliciously, so in the end Nan Sheng chose to remain silent.

Song Xiao lowered his head and rested his forehead against Nan Sheng's.

"Don't let your imagination run wild, Nan Sheng." Song Xiao sighed helplessly.

Nan Sheng still didn't say anything.

"What do you want me to do so that you will believe me?" Song Xiao asked Nan Sheng seriously.

Nan Sheng lowered her head and was very quiet.

She thought that if Song Xiao really wanted to deceive her, he could just give up on this relationship when he was exposed.

No need to explain to yourself.

Besides, Nan Sheng also knew that Song Xiao and the Zhou family were not in the same system.

After Zhou Jingyan gave up architectural design, he almost never touched it again.

So they don't need to compete.

In addition, Song Xiao's current status does not require any help from the Zhou family.

Of course it would be best to have one, but not having one doesn’t affect anything else.

Under such circumstances, if Song Xiao really looks for a substitute and is discovered, then it’s okay to give up.

Thinking of this, Nan Sheng felt even more complicated.

"Nan Sheng?" Song Xiao called Nan Sheng's name in a low voice.

Nan Sheng then passively responded, "I don't know."

I really don’t know.

But Nan Sheng couldn't deny that Song Xiao's words made her heart beat faster.

It's like seeing this person makes you fall into a trap.

"Also, I can explain the matter of the villa." Song Xiao suddenly mentioned the villa.

Nan Sheng's ears moved, as if she had no reaction, but she was listening attentively.

"The villa was indeed designed and built many years ago, including the interior decoration. But this villa has little to do with her."

Song Xiao is telling the truth.

This villa was not built to commemorate Nan Sheng.

Instead, he simply wanted to completely separate everything between himself and Nan Sheng.

Otherwise, Song Xiao’s space would be filled with Nan Sheng’s memories.

Many times, it was impossible to calm Song Xiao down, especially in the first one or two years.

That's why Song Xiao came up with this idea, bought this piece of land, and redesigned and built it himself.

"If you look closely at the interior decoration, you will find that it is actually my own style." Song Xiao continued to explain.

"When I met you in Zurich, the renovation was just finished, but there was no soft furnishings yet. I stopped at that time, inexplicably wanting to wait for you."

"Later, when you really became my girlfriend, I wanted to bring you here, so that you could feel involved and it would feel like our shared home."

Song Xiao spoke very sincerely.

At least in this matter, Song Xiao did not lie.

It was indeed when I met Nan Sheng in Zurich that the decoration of the villa was completed.

Later, when he pursued Nan Sheng, he had this idea.

"The reason why you like some of the soft furnishings you see is because I've observed your living habits since we've been together."

Song Xiao took the initiative to explain the part that confused Nan Sheng.

Nan Sheng was stunned. She had never expected such a thing.

Because when you enter the kitchen area, every place is at a familiar angle.

And the only soft furnishings I have are all my favorites.

But I never thought that this was what Song Xiao gained from observing me.

"If I had planned this all along, there would be no need to tell you that I was giving you this villa. I could have just asked you to move in together, and there wouldn't have been so much trouble, right?"

Song Xiao asked Nan Sheng indifferently, and Nan Sheng was unable to answer.

"Also, back to the photo in the hidden folder. She was once my life and the person I loved most, bar none."

Song Xiao answered this question without any hesitation, speaking directly and sincerely.