You have asked for permission to marry, why should I restrain myself?

Chapter 378 Previous Life (22) Xiao Yan’s Perspective 2: She is all his desires

During the battle of Beiyang Pass, she knelt in the Yangxin Palace for a long time, asking him to send troops to reinforce her father and brother. He had privately asked Shen Yanzhou to take the tiger talisman to the south of the Yangtze River and the east border to mobilize troops, but they were still unable to resist the million-strong army of Beijue.

Beiyang Pass was broken, and eleven cities were attacked in succession, resulting in countless casualties.

He personally led the expedition, with Marquis Xuanping as his deputy commander. It took him a year to drive them out of Anguo.

There were 100,000 soldiers of the Lin family and so many innocent people, so he had to give an explanation to the people of the world. He put the Lin family members in jail, secretly transferred death row prisoners from all over the country, and asked his master to come out of seclusion, disguised himself as a member of the Lin family, and beheaded them on Wumen Street.

He secretly sent the Lin family to Jiangnan.

Jiangnan is under the jurisdiction of Prince Kang Yi, and with the protection of the Emperor's uncle, they have nothing to worry about.

There are enemy invasions outside and rebellion from the previous dynasty inside.

Xuanping Hou made a great contribution by driving the Northern Jue people out of Anguo. When asked what kind of reward he wanted, he said that he had a daughter who was wandering outside and suffered a lot, and he wanted to adopt her and bring her back to his clan so that his daughter could get what she wanted.

And the daughter that Marquis Xuanping was talking about... is Liu Yiyi!

What Liu Yiyi wanted was to marry him.

Marquis Xuanping had always supported the eldest prince. When he suddenly recognized Liu Yiyi, the princess of the previous dynasty, as his legitimate daughter, it meant that he had reached some kind of cooperation with the people of the previous dynasty. There was no need to keep Marquis Xuanping's mansion any longer.

Marquis Xuanping had just made great achievements and his prestige was at its peak, so he could only proceed step by step.

He agreed to Marquis Xuanping's request, took Liu Yiyi into the palace, and made her a noble concubine.

The night he took a concubine, she didn't react at all.

In the past, whenever he got close to Liu Yiyi, she would get angry and jealous.

But that night, he was about to spend his wedding night with someone else, but she didn't care at all. There was no trace of him in her eyes or heart.

All he said was to speak up for the Lin family.

Qingzhu, the children, the Lin family, his elder brother... these were the only things in her heart, and there was no place for him at all.

But he only has her.

She is all his human desires, joy and sorrow, love and hate, pain, lust, and possession...

He had always known that he had a morbid possessiveness of her.

Ever since she said she liked him, he became annoyed whenever he saw her with other people. He just wanted to lock her up by his side so that she would only have him in her eyes and in her heart.

He didn't like her being nice to others, nor did he like her smiling at others, no matter who that person was.

He wanted them to belong to each other forever, never betray each other, and be absolutely exclusive!

He had been suppressing this thought until the night he met Liu Yiyi, when he looked at her indifferent face and completely exploded.

Liu Yiyi was drugged by the incense, and he carried Lin Zhaoyue back to his bedroom and completely possessed her.

He made every inch of her skin infiltrate with his scent, but her eyes were not as confused and infatuated as usual.

No matter how he tried to please her, she just looked at him coldly.

At that moment, he suddenly felt that she was so far away from him, so far away that he thought she would suddenly disappear from him one day.

She had clearly said before that she liked him, loved him, and would love him for the rest of her life.

He was eager to prove something and forced her to say she loved him, but she would rather endure his rudeness than say she loved him again.

In fact, he was very easy to coax. As long as she said that she didn't want him to marry someone else, or showed that she cared about him a little, or as long as she took the initiative to hug him back once, he would tell her about the Lin family.

But she didn't. She just cried silently and endured him. She fainted and was woken up by him again. Finally, after he finished, she begged him with a hoarse voice to let her family go.

He asked her if she believed him.

She didn't answer.

But he knew her answer.

At that time, he felt like he was falling into an ice cellar, and finally realized that Lin Zhaoyue no longer loved him.

Those insignificant people eventually took away her love for him.

She didn't leave any love for him.

He wondered if she would fall in love with him again after those people disappeared? Would she only have eyes for him?

As soon as this thought came to his mind, it quickly took root in his heart, and finally grew into a lush vine that entangled every nerve in his heart, eventually forcing him to choose not to talk to her about the Lin family's affairs.

He wanted to completely occupy her heart, whether it was her love or hate, he wanted it.

When he sent her to the cold palace, he wanted to protect her.

He knew that life in the cold palace was hard, and was afraid that there might be someone with ill intentions in there, so he specially sent someone from the Lianji Pavilion to pretend to be a palace maid to take care of her.

He thought, if she waited a little longer, until he had removed all the obstacles, she would be able to meet Xiao Jingchen openly.

But he didn't expect that he would be poisoned by the love poison not long after she entered the cold palace. To this day, he still doesn't understand when he was poisoned.

After being infected with the love poison, there was no particularly intense reaction.

It just slowly compressed his love and affection for Lin Zhaoyue to the extreme.

At the beginning, the number of times I thought about her gradually decreased. Even in my dreams, her face began to become blurry and then turned into Liu Yiyi's face.

After a long time, he felt inexplicably irritated whenever he heard the three words "Lin Zhaoyue".

The palace maid used to come every day to report on Lin Zhaoyue's situation, but later it became once every three days, and finally once a month.

The last time he heard from her was a month ago. The palace maid said that Lin Zhaoyue was eating and drinking well in the cold palace, but was a little depressed.

After he sent someone down, he no longer paid attention to Lin Zhaoyue's affairs.

The love poison not only affects his love for Lin Zhaoyue, but also his temperament.

It was not until he realized something when an upright and loyal minister contradicted him at an early morning court session about the severe cold weather and harvest problems at the border, and he was demoted to the border.

But when he called a doctor to check his body, there was nothing unusual, so he asked Feng Xin to go to the coast to pick up Doctor Li.

However, he did not expect that the next time he heard about Lin Zhaoyue, it was the sad news that she had passed away, and the palace maid was nowhere to be found...

Those suppressed emotions came flooding back at that moment...

Thinking of Lin Zhaoyue's death, it was as if millions of blades were cutting his heart. Sharp pain swept through his limbs and bones, and every tendon and vein was pulled and hurt.

Xiao Yan clenched his fists, bloody red blood flowed from the corners of his mouth, but he seemed not to feel it.

Xiao Jingchen looked at the blood at the corner of Xiao Yan's mouth and immediately panicked, shouting:

"Father, you are bleeding. What happened to you? Someone come..."

Following Xiao Jingchen's shout, Doctor Li, who was waiting outside, quickly pushed the door open.

Xiao Yun is not only the Majesty of Anguo, but also the son of Ningdao Lord. He cannot allow any accidents to happen again.

Xiao Jingchen's soft little hands were busy wiping the blood from Xiao Yan's mouth.

Xiao Yun looked at Xiao Jingchen's face, which looked three-quarters like Lin Zhaoyue, and suddenly started crying and laughing like a madman.

If, from the beginning, he had not recognized the wrong person, would their ending be different?

"Father, what's wrong with you? Don't scare Chen'er..."