12dz Chapter 268 I'm Not Your Wife
Chapter 268 I'm Not Your Wife
Seeing him so anxious, Shen Nian's heart was a little throbbing, but she couldn't care so much at the moment. She nodded and said, "Well, I got up too quickly just now, and I felt a little dizzy, and I bumped into this chair."
"Why are you so careless? Sit down and I'll help you massage." As he said this, Fu Shenyan helped her sit on the bed, and he sat on a chair next to her.
Seeing him asking her to rub it for her, Shen Nian was still a little embarrassed. She whispered, "It's okay now. You don't have to rub it for me."
Looking at her like this, Fu Shenyan knew without a doubt that she was embarrassed. He smiled and said, "Are you embarrassed about this?"
After being seen through, Shen Nian felt even more embarrassed. She lowered her head and said, "Why should I be embarrassed? I just feel that everything is fine now."
"Don't be embarrassed. You never need to be like this with me. Just be your true self. Besides, we are an old married couple, so there is no need for you to be embarrassed."
The phrase "old married couple" successfully made Shen Nian's face turn red. She said with an embarrassed look, "Fu Shenyan, what are you talking about? What do you mean by old married couple? I'm not your wife."
"You're not my wife? Whose wife are you? I remember that you haven't been married in the past four years. You, Shen Nian, have only been married to me, Fu Shenyan, once in your life."
"This doesn't mean I can't get married in the future, so please stop yelling like that. It's not good if others hear it."
Seeing her so shy, Fu Shenyan couldn't bear to tease her anymore. He quickly began to rub her legs and said gently, "Okay, I won't joke anymore. I promise you that I will wait for you to marry me voluntarily again. I have made up my mind. I won't force you, but I will let you slowly see my sincerity and changes."
"It was indeed my fault in the past, but the Fu Shenyan of the past is dead. The Fu Shenyan sitting in front of you now is the brand new Fu Shenyan. I hope you are willing to let go of all the baggage from the past, accept yourself again, and forget the past. Of course, I also know that this will take time, so I will give you time, whether it is one year, two years, three years, five years, ten years, or even a lifetime, I am willing to wait."
Looking at the man in front of her, rubbing her legs and saying such touching words so affectionately, Shen Nian felt a little moved. She didn't expect that this man had changed so much recently.
She pursed her lips and said, "I will consider this matter carefully, but I hope you will keep your promise and not force me. Give me some time."
Hearing her say that she would think about this matter carefully, Fu Shenyan excitedly held her face with both hands and kissed her on the forehead.
"Thank you Nian Nian. You believe in me. I will definitely do what I say and give you time. I just said before that I am willing to wait for you no matter how long it takes, even if it takes a lifetime."
After being kissed by him like this, Shen Nian's face turned even redder. She said embarrassedly, "Don't be so sure. Let's take it one step at a time and talk about it later."
"I'm really not saying it so confidently, but these are my true feelings. Can't you feel my heart?"
"Life is very long, and no one can guarantee what will happen in the future. So many things are unclear."
"Although a lifetime is long, it is also short. For the rest of my life, I only want to spend it with you, so please believe me. I am willing to serve you like a slave in this life and the next."
Looking at the man in front of her, who was saying sweet words one after another, Shen Nian smiled and said, "Okay, you are really saying sweet words one after another, and it's getting more and more outrageous."
"Haha, how is that outrageous? This is from my heart. I don't need to think about it, so I can say it at any time. This is called sincerity."
"Really? When did I ever ask you to work like a slave for me?"
"Haha~ Don't worry, I did this voluntarily. You didn't force me to do it."
"Okay, stop talking about this. My leg is fine now, so stop rubbing it."
Hearing her say that there was no need to rub her anymore, Fu Shenyan did not force her. He put her legs down and said, "Are you anemic? Do you feel dizzy when you get up so fast? I'll take you to the hospital for a comprehensive checkup some other day."
"No need. I know my body well. It's nothing. I just got up too quickly."
"That means you have some anemia. I'll ask Uncle Liu to prepare some blood supplements for you later."
"It's really okay. It's been like this since I gave birth to the four of them. It's been like this for many years, so I'm used to it. It's not a big problem."
Seeing her talking about this matter so lightly, Fu Shenyan felt extremely guilty. He held her hand and said, "I'm sorry, Nian Nian."
"Okay, stop saying sorry. I gave birth to the four of them of my own free will. It was less than two months after I divorced you that I found out I was pregnant. I was very conflicted at the time. I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to give them a better life after giving birth to the children, and I was also afraid that I wouldn't be a good mother. In the end, after thinking it over, I still gave birth to them. What I didn't expect was that although these four were sons, they were really obedient and sensible. I felt like they were sent by God to save me."
"After having these four children, I feel that life is tiring but happy. This may be the feeling of being a mother. I thought there would be one or two daughters among the four children, but who knew that I would give birth to four little lovers and they are so obedient. So you don't need to say sorry for this."
Listening to Shen Nian's words, Fu Shenyan felt very uncomfortable. He was extremely upset. He missed the most important moment in her life, and also missed the most helpless moment in her life. He also missed the growth process of his four sons, missed the moment when they called dad and mom for the first time, missed the first step they took in their lives, and missed too much.
At this moment, he not only felt uncomfortable, but also very regretful. If he could go back to the past, he would definitely not do this.
He said in a hoarse voice, "I know you must have had a hard time these past few years. You must hate me very much."
"I don't think so. At that time, I just felt that we were not suitable for each other and it was right to separate. As for these four sons, to be honest, I didn't expect them at first. But now that they are here, I'll just make the best of it. After all, we have been here for so many years."
"Well, the past is the past, so I hope we can look forward in the future. Don't worry about the past. You have suffered so much and been wronged for so many years. I will double compensate you in the future. I hope you will think carefully about our future and give me a chance."