Chapter 1442 Her World is Black
Chapter 1442 Her World is Black
At this moment, time went back to many, many years ago, when Joan was still an innocent little girl, full of hope.
Teacher Zhou walked to the window. The girl in the sunshine was concentrating on painting. She seemed to have automatically returned to the most painful year of her life.
"Is the painting done?"
Teacher Zhou asked Qiao An softly.
"Teacher Zhou, you are here."
When Qiao An turned around and saw Teacher Zhou, she smiled brightly from the bottom of her heart.
Teacher Zhou is her only ray of light in this campus full of oppression and pain.
"Take a quick look at my painting and see if there is anything that needs improvement. I have been painting for a long time, but I always feel that there is still something missing."
Qiao An pointed at her own painting, hoping that Teacher Zhou could give her some pointers.
Teacher Zhou looked at the painting, his eyes suddenly tightened, and then he swallowed, obviously frightened.
"What's wrong, Mr. Zhou?"
Qiao An blinked her eyes, her expression innocent and pure, "Is it because I didn't draw well? I'm sorry, Teacher Zhou. I also know that I don't have this talent. I'm not suitable for painting. I'll tear it up."
"No, no."
Teacher Zhou glanced at Chu Zhixin and the others not far away, then took a deep breath and pretended to be calm and said, "This painting is quite interesting. What do you want to express?"
The painting was a completely black background with two skulls painted on it. The skulls looked hideous, but flowers were blooming on their heads. There was also a huge ship rising on the top, and the ship was carrying huge waves, as if it wanted to suppress the two skulls forever on the bottom of the sea.
Overall, this painting is full of dark style, a bit weird, a bit desperate, and makes people feel uncomfortable when looking at it.
If a painting represents a person's inner world, then it can be seen that Joan at this moment is extremely desperate and depressed. There is only darkness and extremes in her heart.
"This painting is of me and the person I love most. We live together in the depths of the sea. I love the sea the most. It is infinitely vast and tolerant..."
Qiao An excitedly described the purpose of her painting, with an irrepressible yearning on her face, "Teacher, look at the depths of the sea, doesn't it look like the paradise we often talk about? I want to live here with my beloved one now. No matter how many monsters and demons there are in the outside world, no matter how many ups and downs there are, we live in this small world, undisturbed and unharmed, it's wonderful."
"Do you think this place is beautiful?"
Teacher Zhou coughed lightly and carefully confirmed with the woman.
"Of course it is beautiful, don't you think it is? I feel especially safe here, but it's a pity that I haven't found anyone who is willing to go here with me..."
When Qiao An said this, her expression was a little lost.
In her opinion, beautiful places must be experienced with the one you love, but she is not confident that the one she loves is willing to share that bliss with her.
"Then your color composition is quite special!"
Teacher Zhou wiped his sweat and smiled awkwardly.
Whether in literary works or artistic works, the color black represents darkness and pain, but in Joan's works, it seems to have become beautiful, even paradise.
It is hard to imagine how twisted her heart is.
Similarly, Chu Zhixin and the others, who were hiding in the corner and observing Qiao An and Teacher Zhou, were also shocked and confused.
"No way, Qiao An's paintings are so dark, but she actually thinks they are beautiful. I even doubt whether she can still feel happiness, or has her pain become her happiness?"
Chu Zhixin sighed softly.
She is a top student, a science genius, and a hacker, but she doesn't know much about art. So she doesn't know what artistic attainments Joan's painting has. She just doesn't understand it and thinks the painting is creepy. She speculates that Joan's psychology must be a little unhealthy.
"That's her protective coloration, that's the area where she feels safe."
Sheng Tingye's handsome face was filled with sorrow, and his words were full of sympathy for Qiao An.
Perhaps, only those who have experienced true darkness can understand the charm and sense of security that darkness possesses!
Joan has had a miserable life since childhood and suffered too much inhuman torture. It is very difficult for her to survive until now.
"Just like in novels, those great villains who have gone through hardships and finally turned evil, their hearts must also rely on darkness to maintain their strength, otherwise they would not be able to protect themselves or support themselves."
To some extent, Joan can be considered dark. Her heart is dark, and her world is dark.
The only difference between her and those big demons is that her evil transformation is only directed at herself and she tortures herself. In the end, she will completely lose consciousness and completely refuse to communicate with the outside world.
Because she trapped herself in that dark little world. This little world may be stressful, cramped, and full of all kinds of unknown crises, but it can give her a sense of security.
"So, that's why she hides inside and doesn't come out, which means she doesn't communicate with us outside?"
After Sheng Tingye's analysis, Chu Zhixin suddenly understood Qiao An a little.
This painting represents Joan's inner world and is the best explanation of her current series of unconscious reactions.
"I think she really trapped herself because she was afraid of the outside world, so she didn't dare to communicate with the outside world."
Sheng Tingye looked at Qiao An and said with heartache.
"Now, it's time to inject sunshine into her dark world and pull her out of it!"
Chu Zhihan finally understood Qiao An more deeply, and he felt nothing but heartache.
He kicked Liang Xiaofeng next to him coldly, and said with a cold look: "You only have this one chance to atone for your sins. If she gets better, I can let you go. If she doesn't get better, I will make you live a life worse than death!"
"I know, I know. I will do my best to make Qiao An get better!"
Liang Xiaofeng nodded tremblingly, then mustered up her courage and walked towards Qiao An.
At this moment, Liang Xiaofeng was wearing the school uniform from many years ago and had the hairstyle from many years ago. Just as Chu Zhixin said, time went back to the afternoon many years ago when she bullied Qiao An.
"Joan!"
Liang Xiaofeng walked behind Qiao An and called her softly.
When Qiao An turned around and saw Liang Xiaofeng, her face turned pale instantly and she fell to the ground.
"You, don't come over here, I was wrong, don't come over here!"
Joan covered her head, her whole body trembling, and she cried and begged.
"Qiao An, don't be afraid. Teacher Zhou is here. Teacher Zhou will give you justice. No one will hurt you."
Teacher Zhou helped Qiao An up, then said to Liang Xiaofeng, "Do you have anything to say to Qiao An?"
"Have!"
Liang Xiaofeng knelt down in front of Qiao An, crying and saying, "Qiao An, I'm sorry!"
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