12dz Chapter 327 5 year later
Chapter 327 5 year later
Five years later.
The entrance to the kindergarten.
As school was about to end, the road was filled with parked cars and people.
Lin Xige got out of the car, took a look inside the kindergarten, and walked in quickly.
"Jingle Bell!"
As soon as the school bell rang, the campus, which had been quiet just a moment ago, was suddenly filled with noise, chatter, and cheers.
The children in school uniforms skipped out of the classroom.
Lin Xige stood outside the crowd, looking around.
Finally, a familiar little figure came into view.
"Hanshi!" She waved and smiled, "I'm here."
"Mommy!"
Lin Hanshi, carrying a small schoolbag, walked briskly towards Lin Xige.
"Mommy hugs!"
He opened his little arms and threw himself into Lin Xige's arms.
"Okay, hug me." Lin Xige squatted down, hugged her son into her arms, and kissed his forehead. "What did you learn today? Did you eat well?"
Lin Hanshi answered them one by one.
The mother and son held hands and walked slowly towards the car.
Lin Hanshi looked up and said, "Mommy, when can you and Dad come to pick me up?"
"what happened?"
"Nothing, Mommy," Lin Hanshi replied, "I just suddenly thought that you and Dad haven't seen each other for a long time, right? It should be more than half a month."
Lin Xige bit the tender flesh inside her lower lip unconsciously.
"He's... on a business trip," Lin Xige said, "He's busy with work. We'll be able to see him when he returns to Haicheng."
Counting the time, it’s been five years.
Almost two thousand days and nights have passed since Lin Xige lost her memory.
She once thought that she could slowly develop feelings for Xiang Chenyi through their daily interactions.
Unfortunately, Lin Xige was totally wrong.
Feelings cannot be cultivated.
Love is love, not loving is not loving.
Some people can fall in love at first sight with just one glance.
Some people spend their entire lives together, day and night together, but still cannot be moved.
Lin Xige belongs to the latter when it comes to Chen Yi.
She tried very hard to get close to Xiang Chenyi, and tried to accept him from head to toe, but no matter how hard she tried, she always had a feeling towards him...
An indescribable rejection.
It’s fine for normal chatting and eating.
However, when it comes to holding hands, hugging, or even Xiang Chenyi accidentally touching her, she feels like she is being electrocuted and just wants to jump away immediately.
Lin Xige didn't know what was going on with her.
For this reason, she even went to see a psychiatrist.
But the doctor couldn't explain it.
Lin Xige became even more confused.
Why did she fall in love with Xiang Chenyi, get engaged to him, and get pregnant and have a child before she lost her memory?
After losing her memory, she rejected Xiang Chenyi both physically and psychologically?
It's so weird.
"I'm sorry, Hanshi," Lin Xige confessed to her son honestly, "Mom and Dad love you very much and will give you the best of themselves. But... Mom and Dad can't live with you. We can only get along like friends."
Lin Hanshi nodded and answered innocently: "I know, my godmother said that you and dad are developing your relationship, and the progress bar is only one percent."
Lin Xige: “…”
This Yu Pan taught Han Shi all kinds of nonsense.
"Godmother also said that if the situation continues to develop like this, in order for the progress bar of your relationship with Dad to reach 100%, you still need..."
Lin Hanshi began to count with his fingers, seriously.
Lin Xige was even more speechless, with a frown on his face.
All that could be heard was Lin Hanshi mumbling to himself: "Five years is 1%, fifty years is 10%, five hundred years is... Hey? Mommy, I can't figure it out, help me."
"Don't listen to your godmother, she's just joking with you."
"Oh..." Lin Hanshi curled his lips, "But godmother was sincere. She said she never lies."
"Han Shi," Lin Xige asked, "did any of your classmates say in front of you that your dad and mom don't have a good relationship or something like that, which made you unhappy and feel inferior?"
"No, why should I feel inferior?" Lin Hanshi raised his little head. "I live a comfortable life every day. Oh, mommy, I feel sorry for you."
This time, Lin Xige can’t do anything about it.
"Son, you...feel sorry for me?"
Lin Hanshi said seriously: "That's right, Mommy. I think it's impossible for you to fall in love with Daddy. If you wanted to love him, you would have loved him a long time ago. How could you wait until now? Don't sacrifice yourself for me. If it really doesn't work, find me another daddy."
"???"
"This is so great, isn't it, mommy? There's one more person who loves you, and one more person who loves me. I have a biological dad, and a step-dad, so I can enjoy two kinds of fatherly love."
Lin Xige really wanted to cover his mouth.
She just felt deeply remorseful and guilty, thinking that she had not given Lin Hanshi a complete family.
She was overthinking it.
Lin Hanshi was spoiled by too many people.
He is the little bully of the Lin family. Everyone in the Lin family, from Lin's father and mother to his uncles, aunts, cousins and cousins from other branches, all of them pamper and spoil him.
Lin Hanshi is not short of love.
What's more, he is a boy, naughty and mischievous, with endless energy and ideas all day long. If he is quiet, he must be hiding somewhere and doing something naughty.
"Han Shi," Lin Xige said sternly, "You will only have one father, and that is your biological father. His name is Xiang Chenyi. You can just say this in front of me, but don't reveal a single word to your father."
She never thought about remarrying.
Because her heart had not beaten for any man in the past five years.
Lin Xige's whole mind is on her son.
Accompanying her son as he grows up, tutoring him in his studies, and educating and training him well are the most important tasks in her life.
Lin Hanshi muttered: "My dad doesn't care about me..."
Although Lin Hanshi was young, only four years old, he knew who was good to him, who truly loved him, and who was pretending.
In his heart, his father is a very strange existence.
When there are many people around, especially in front of Mommy, Daddy will be extra gentle to him, holding his hand, kissing him, and holding him up high.
Dad and Mom would also take him to the amusement park and go shopping together.
When the kindergarten holds parent-teacher meetings, sports meets, or parent-child game interactions, both mom and dad will participate.
But, when it was just him and his dad, the way his dad looked at him...
A little gloomy.
Dad would often stare at him, making him feel creepy and his back go cold.
Lin Hanshi didn't know why.
Whenever he showed any signs of fear or uneasiness, his father would immediately put away that expression and act as if nothing had happened.
This resulted in Lin Hanshi being very resistant to being alone with Xiang Chenyi.
Lin Hanshi always tried every means to avoid seeing Xiang Chenyi.