12dz Chapter 156 I Have Not Met My Mother
Chapter 156 I Have Not Met My Mother
Mu's father felt ashamed and was teased and laughed at by his acquaintances. He disliked Mu Chaoran more and more and was very cold to him.
Naturally, Mu Chaoran is a thorn in her side and a thorn in her side as Mu's father's original wife, Mrs. Mu.
Not to mention Mu Heng and Mu Yi.
Mu Chaoran's journey has been full of blood, gore, hardships and difficulties.
It is never as glamorous and glorious as it appears on the surface.
The more wealth and glory you have in front of others, the more suffering you will suffer behind their backs.
Mu Chaoran didn't want to talk about the past, not because he felt tired, but because he thought it was the only way for him to go through.
If you want to wear a crown, you must bear its weight.
Only in front of Lin Xige could he talk so freely about his life experience and past.
Lin Xige bit her lower lip and her nose started to feel sore.
She didn’t know why…she wanted to cry.
I feel so sorry for him that I want to cry.
Sniffing, Lin Xige asked in a low voice: "Where is your mother now? Is she well and healthy?"
Although Mu Chaoran's mother was not glorious, as she was Mu's father's lover when she was young, gave birth to a child out of wedlock, and suffered from contempt and ridicule, Mu Chaoran now holds great power, and his mother is also enjoying the good life. It seems that after all the hardship comes happiness.
Life is a marathon.
You won’t know who will win until the end.
Because her son was capable enough, Mu's mother could finally hold her head high for the rest of her life.
Who knows, Mu Chaoran replied in a low voice: "I have never seen my mother."
Lin Xige's heart was broken.
Broken into pieces, unable to be put together.
How could this happen? Why?
"She... isn't she in this world anymore?" Lin Xige's voice trembled, choking with sobs. "Or, she doesn't recognize you and doesn't like you, and thinks your birth is a stain on her life. Is she pursuing her life again?"
Mu Chaoran shook his head.
Lin Xige took a deep breath, pinched her palm, and asked again tentatively: "After she gave birth to you, she handed you over to the Mu family, and then ran away and never showed up again? Or, the Mu family did not allow you and your son to meet, let alone allow you to recognize her?"
From a secular perspective, it would definitely be much better for the son to follow the Mu family than to follow his powerless mother.
pity……
Mu Chaoran still shook his head.
Now Lin Xige was confused and bewildered.
What's going on? None of them are right? What else is possible?
She really couldn't think of it.
"I said that I have never seen my mother, Xige," Mu Chaoran said in a hoarse voice, "because I know nothing about her. I don't know how she disappeared from Haicheng. I have also guessed what you just said, but I have no way to verify it."
Anyway, in Mu Chaoran's world, the role of "mother" is always absent.
In fact, this can also explain why Mu Chaoran fell in love with Lin Xige.
He has never felt the true warmth of a family.
So when he was in Suzhou, working from nine to five, buying groceries and cooking, living a life full of the flavor of life, gave him great physical, mental and spiritual satisfaction.
Deep down in his heart, Mu Chaoran longs for his family to be reunited.
The lack of childhood must be made up for in this life.
It is unknown whether Mu's mother was forced to give up Mu Chaoran or she wanted to give up Mu Chaoran on her own initiative.
Plus... so many years have passed.
Maybe, she has a new family and is living a new life, which is very stable and happy. Then why would Mu Chaoran go through so much trouble to find her?
It is enough for everyone to be well.
Lin Xige bit her lower lip to prevent herself from crying out loud.
She really didn't expect that Mu Chaoran had such a life experience.
Ever since he appeared in her world, he has been giving her warmth and love, changing her, tolerating her and understanding her.
So, she naturally thought that Mu Chaoran had a rich life and a colorful spiritual world, so he would be able to provide her with a constant supply of positive energy.
But it turned out that he also lived such a broken life.
Lin Xige really wanted to hug him.
If she had known this earlier, she would have cared more about him and given him more love.
"This is my life story," Mu Chaoran sighed slightly, and soon adjusted his mentality and his voice returned to normal. "But speaking of it, I am already very lucky. At least, the Mu family recognized me."
Only then would he have the opportunity to participate in the struggle for succession and achieve his current status.
What should he do if the Mu family didn't accept him at the beginning?
Lin Xige lowered her head, still holding the chopsticks in her hand, but her hands were shaking.
Unable to pretend any longer, she put down her chopsticks, turned her back, and covered her face with her hands.
Seeing her like this, Mu Chaoran stood up and walked to her side.
His hand was on her shoulder.
As soon as she hooked up with him, she rushed over, buried her head in his chest, and her tears quickly soaked his shirt.
"Why are you crying?" Mu Chaoran was startled and lowered his head to look at the top of her head, "Huh?"
Even when she quarreled with him and kept talking about divorce, she remained strong.
Why are you crying so hard now?
Lin Xige said nothing, she just sobbed and her shoulders shrugged.
Mu Chaoran deliberately teased her in a relaxed manner: "Could it be that you heard my story and felt sorry for me? That's not necessary, Xige, I'm living a good life. I'm a young master who lives a life of luxury and has never worried about money. Wherever I go, people treat me with respect and courtesy."
"As for taking over the Mu family, it's also quite simple, because my opponents are too weak, not worth mentioning at all, and don't need to be taken seriously. The only trouble is that you insist on divorcing me, which really gives me a headache..."
Lin Xige's tears fell even harder.
She really didn't expect that he would have such a past.
She always thought that he was born noble and carefree.
"Xige," Mu Chaoran ruffled her hair, "I have lied to you a lot and concealed a lot, but in fact, when I got the marriage certificate, I told you that I was an orphan... because in my heart, I really believed so."
Mu's father is simply an irresponsible father.
Where's the mother?
He had never seen her before, didn't know what she looked like or what her name was, and no one dared to mention her in front of him.
He is really no different from an orphan...
The only relative that Mu Chaoran recognizes in his heart is his grandfather.
"With my current abilities, it would be easy for me to fight against Grandpa." Mu Chaoran sighed softly, "But I always respect and love him. Without him, I wouldn't be who I am today."
Lin Xige choked up and asked, "Why...why didn't you tell me earlier?"
"I don't want you to feel sad for me." He responded, "Look, you are crying now, and I feel bad."
His fingertips gently brushed the corners of her eyes.
"But I also feel, Xige, that your tears are shed for me, and I am somewhat happy."
Mu Chaoran wondered how could there be such complex and contradictory emotions.