12dz Chapter 149 What I fear most is losing you
Chapter 149 What I fear most is losing you
Lin Xige tilted her head and met his eyes: "It was that time when your two brothers kidnapped me, you rescued me and put me in the car, but you were so angry that you went to settle the score with them."
With just a little hint, Mu Chaoran immediately remembered.
He understood it all.
"You didn't go to the bathroom at that time, you are lying." He said immediately, "You clearly got out of the car and wanted to find me, and then you saw that scene!"
"Yes."
Mu Chaoran's heart suddenly sank.
It turns out that Lin Xige already knew his identity so early on!
It is really unexpected!
"Mu Chaoran, you lied to me for so long and kept it a secret for so long. Now I lied to you once, and you can't accept it?" Lin Xige asked, "How is it? Does it feel good to be deceived?"
He was speechless.
Stunned for a moment, Mu Chaoran raised his hand to hold her shoulders, but she dodged him.
She distanced the two of them.
"Since you saw it, why didn't you question me at the time?" Mu Chaoran's Adam's apple rolled. "In fact, I also had doubts, thinking that you saw it, but you acted too well, and I trusted you too much, so I didn't investigate further."
"Mu Chaoran, you acted too well, and I chose to turn a blind eye to it."
deceive each other.
Acting on each other.
Lin Xige smiled bitterly and said, "I dare not ask you. Because I am afraid. I am afraid that if I ask, our days will come to an end and this family will fall apart. I am afraid that if I reveal it, everything I have will disappear... Mu Chaoran, you know my childhood and past experiences very well. You understand how much I long for a happy and stable life."
"Yes, I am a person who cannot tolerate any grain of sand in my eyes. I hope that both of us can be honest with each other. But in order not to lose you and live with you, I would rather lower my bottom line, abandon my principles, and continue to live with you as if nothing happened."
"At first, I knew nothing and lived happily with you without any worries. But after I knew it, every day, every time I saw you, my heart felt like it was burning on fire. I had no one to tell and could only digest it silently by myself."
Mu Chaoran felt heartbroken.
He just wanted to compensate her a thousand times.
"Wife, we can still continue our previous marriage life," he promised solemnly, "The only difference is that we will move to a different city and house. You can still work in the design industry that you are good at and love, and I will go to the company early and come back late every day to handle things. We will stay together on weekends and holidays."
Lin Xige murmured, "Is it the same as before? Almost the same?"
"Yes, it can be the same. As long as you are willing to give us a chance."
"No..." She sighed deeply, "Mu Chaoran, I can't go back."
His heart trembled again and again.
She is resisting.
"It was a lie from the beginning. No matter how sincere you are later, it's useless." Lin Xige clenched her palms, using the pain in her body to ease the pain in her heart. "I can't accept it..."
She bit her lower lip and said, "Yu Pan is smarter than me. She noticed something was wrong with you earlier. She kept telling me to be more careful and be on guard against you. When I didn't listen, she got angry and called me a love-brained person. She wanted to produce a series of evidence to prove your identity."
"I almost had a quarrel with her... It was the first time we had such an unpleasant argument after knowing each other for so many years. She compromised and stopped saying anything bad about you, but sometimes when she looked at me, there was worry in her eyes."
"In fact, I know everything. I am just timid and cowardly. I dare not tear off your face and face the truth."
Lin Xige closed her eyes and forced back her tears: "Mu Chaoran, you know I'm afraid of the dark, I don't dare to sleep alone, so no matter what, you will try your best to come back before the early morning and sleep with me."
"But when will you understand that what I fear most is losing you?"
Mu Chaoran immediately said: "You have never lost me, Xige, you have always had me!"
"What I want is the Mu Chaoran who works hard at the construction site and waits for me to bring him lunch." Lin Xige replied, "Not the high-ranking President Mu who is admired by everyone."
That kind of Mu Chaoran is real and down-to-earth.
What about him now?
Even getting close to him and appearing in front of him required her to muster up enough courage.
Lin Xige's tears still flowed down uncontrollably.
Tears rolled down my cheeks one by one.
Like pearls.
"I was so afraid that you would be gone from my life. I even fantasized that as long as I didn't reveal the truth, we could live like that forever... I was so naive. When Han Jingjing found me, I should have questioned you. But I didn't. I still don't dare to do that."
In fact, isn’t Mu Chaoran the same?
He could have told the truth and returned to Haicheng long ago.
But he didn't dare, he was also afraid.
If you love too much, you will cherish it too much, become extra cautious, and be cautious about everything.
Taking a deep breath, Lin Xige raised her hand to wipe away her tears.
"Come on, let's go in," she said. "I really want to see where you live."
She didn't want to call this place home.
Mu Chaoran's eyes gradually dimmed.
Lin Xige was walking in front, and he was half a step behind her, following slowly.
Two people entered the imperial garden one after the other.
At this moment, a car slowly passed by the road in front of the Imperial Garden.
The vehicle was driving slowly with the windows rolled down.
The person sitting in the cab...
It’s Lin Bingxue.
When she drove past the main gate of the Imperial Garden, she happened to see the backs of Mu Chaoran and Lin Xige. After a while, they disappeared into the villa.
The security guard saw her.
However, she did not step on the brakes. Instead, she rolled up the window, stepped on the accelerator, and drove away at high speed.
"Strange..." The security guard scratched his head, "Isn't that the daughter of the Lin family?"
The colleague next to him nodded: "Yes, that's right."
"Is she just passing by? I thought she was looking for President Mu and was about to go up to her and ask her."
"I guess he was just passing by, otherwise why didn't he stop?"
None of the security guards took this little incident seriously.
Privately, everyone is more concerned about...the hostess of the Imperial Garden, Mrs. Mu.
From now on, this family will have a mistress, and Mr. Mu will no longer be alone.
I wonder what things will be like with one more master, but Mrs. Mu looks like she's easy to get along with.
The security guard glanced at the end of the road and saw that Lin Bingxue's car was gone.
She just kept driving forward, and her hands were shaking as she held the steering wheel.
She didn't know how far she drove before she slammed on the brakes and stopped in the middle of the road.
"Drip-drip-"
There were horns honking one after another from behind.